Frustrated

I am so frustrated with my H and my life some days that I want to scream.  I wish that he and I could effectively communicate but sometimes talking to him is like talking to a child.  On the flip side sometimes I am a bitch and just do not want to be nice to him at all.  I know that I need to work on that but I mean come on you are a grown man and you act like a toddler get angry and pouty and walk away when something is said that you do not like.  You use the excuse of being angry and not wanting to deal with it right then so you don't explode to avoid dealing with anything.  I keep warning you that I am getting to the point of no return one day I will just walk away and be done with you.  Some days it feels like that day is coming sooner rather then later.  Why am I the one who always has to feel angry and frustrated and like nothing gets accomplished. 
I am becoming a shell of myself and I see it happening and feel like I cannot stop it.  I come home from work at a job, that though I used to love it, I hate to spend time with my boys and then do nothing no cleaning no laundry just nothing and I hate that too.  I am losing myself because I am angry at you.
Today I am feeling very frustrated.